ILUMINACAO
It feels I have waited a lifetime for this.
29th October 2008
All of my days I have read about accomplishing a higher awareness of life, described my many pieces of literature, and philosophical texts. I guess that all of this time I have been wondering where ends meet, the tie of all aspects of personality.
The funny thing is reaching the essence of character, the Self core. I guess most people realize someday that they are not their personal circumstances or life history. Most people, consciously or unconsciously search their personal selves by an array of exercises of character, these might be personal goals, hobbies and objectives, all reflecting different sides of the inherent personality of the searcher, and the very antithesis of this lifelong exercise becomes the product of the activities, very ironically.
Hobbies can often become personal tragedies, consume the very life force of the hobbyist, very simply this happens due to imbalance (spent your life savings buying stuff you ended up having enough of?), the fact is that the ends rarely meet, this is, the vast amount of thoughts, reflections, hobbies and activities rarely reach a conclusion, or any sort of positive productivity, and becomes a poisonous nourishment that acts the function of escaping reality, the feared personal inner world based on emotions.
Basically, these exercises of personality in the material world, become a form of escapism from the hurtful emotional inner and willing reality. It never mirrors reality or life potential.
This is to say that I have reached a particular and blissful state of mind, that I wont explain in proper depth to any non participant spectators of this blog, there is really no point in it, I am simply writing this as a record, which is what this blog really is.
A scrap book,and amalgamation of design and art guidelines.
This just to say that: IT EXISTS, happened to me yesterday.
29th October 2008
All of my days I have read about accomplishing a higher awareness of life, described my many pieces of literature, and philosophical texts. I guess that all of this time I have been wondering where ends meet, the tie of all aspects of personality.
The funny thing is reaching the essence of character, the Self core. I guess most people realize someday that they are not their personal circumstances or life history. Most people, consciously or unconsciously search their personal selves by an array of exercises of character, these might be personal goals, hobbies and objectives, all reflecting different sides of the inherent personality of the searcher, and the very antithesis of this lifelong exercise becomes the product of the activities, very ironically.
Hobbies can often become personal tragedies, consume the very life force of the hobbyist, very simply this happens due to imbalance (spent your life savings buying stuff you ended up having enough of?), the fact is that the ends rarely meet, this is, the vast amount of thoughts, reflections, hobbies and activities rarely reach a conclusion, or any sort of positive productivity, and becomes a poisonous nourishment that acts the function of escaping reality, the feared personal inner world based on emotions.
Basically, these exercises of personality in the material world, become a form of escapism from the hurtful emotional inner and willing reality. It never mirrors reality or life potential.
This is to say that I have reached a particular and blissful state of mind, that I wont explain in proper depth to any non participant spectators of this blog, there is really no point in it, I am simply writing this as a record, which is what this blog really is.
A scrap book,and amalgamation of design and art guidelines.
This just to say that: IT EXISTS, happened to me yesterday.
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